Heart Intuitiveness

Because your own mind isn’t understood there’s very little intuitive living from the heart. Thus one lives through the mind made stories which are only created because somethings missing…

If I could pin point the one thing I see as missing that provides true and undeniable freedom, it’s the inability to let go of mind made stories. Any moment that’s lived outside the realm of the present moment is a story and if you’re not careful even the present moment will be made into a story. People disagree with some of the things I write and that’s because it’s what’s in place in them as it is with what I write. But until one sees a disagreement as only a story “I” will continue to be the greatest ghost writer to ever live.

I don’t profess to know it all and I try to only write direct experiences so when it’s written it’s usually intuitively from my heart. For me what was missing for many years was the inability not to make up stories and these stories occurred for only one reason, it was what was in place. If it wasn’t the stories wouldn’t have been created. This is why self investigation is so valuable because if one doesn’t know what’s going on inside themselves, there will be no way of understanding others and that’s a huge part of the what’s missing that makes people make up their stories.

Sometimes I respond to things from my conditioning, but for the most part the moment is where I Am. And if I’m not there it’s because my conditioning that needs a story is in control. Hold on to whatever you think you need to form an identity, but this identity that’s used to fill a void is what’s creating the void because it’s based in the delusion of “I”. Until this is understood you will live a thought based existence and create mind made stories because there’s something missing which blocks out living life from the hearts intuitiveness…

Allowing Life to Teach

Allowing life to be as it is and not needing to change it allows life not people to teach you many lessons…

It order to not get caught up in making life about something it’s very important to remain in the present moment. To me if the so called spiritual path is about anything, this is it because it’s the only place that actually exist. I have learned so many valuable lessons the last fourteen years, but regardless I’m always led to the same lesson; non attachment is the only way there will ever be freedom. And it can only be done when our state of being is anchored in the present moment. This is not a belief or concept, this is the lesson life gave me. I don’t really understand all the other teachings, they seem to be about some created answer instead of one that arises. Any teaching that is created to be about something is just a concept or belief. A true answer arises, it’s never created.

When you’re present, you’re with true reality and if there’s non attachment to this reality it will be impossible to lose your center of being; therefore one would never ever suffer. Look deeply at what is attached to. Even if there’s some behavior that’s not changed, if there is non attachment to it, you will remain free. Non attachment/non judgement is the only true state of being where one is free. Even trying to change the world for its betterment is a form of attachment. Allow life to be as it is and life not people will teach you many lessons…

Given Answers

Lessons in life can either be created or given. The more we attach to the daily occurrences, the more our answers are created. When we let go answers are given…

Sometimes when people talk of consciousness there is a sense of being special or different from the rest of the human family. For me a true understanding of consciousness has nothing to do with anyone else. This has just been what I have experienced. For most of my life I felt like a square peg in a round hole until the universe selected the current direction of my life; now this feeling no longer exist. And not a day goes by that I am not grateful for this.

My current direction is a blessing, but it by no means makes me special. It just makes it what occurred in my life. When I look at some of the so called awakened people who are spreading their message to others, what I sense is they are spreading their message. I know this is a judgement, but it has been said ” A smart person learns from their mistakes, a wise person learns from the mistakes of others.” I for one try and avoid taking what happened to me personal and making it about me. I try and share my experiences and convey what happened to me without the intent to change or fix anyone or to make anyone believe I have found the way. I have found a way that has been revealed to, but it’s not with the intent to teach or to be separate from others. We already have the so called have’s and have not’s in the world. My intent is to be with what is, where all truth prevails, but it isn’t my truth that prevails. Allow life to be as it is and allow life not people to be your teacher…

Understanding Impermanence

To understand life one must understand death. When conditions are right existence begins. Understanding impermanence gives one the freedom to love and to love is to live…

You will understand true freedom when you understand impermanence. At any moment life can change from conditions that allow you to live to conditions that don’t. The real question is do you truly understand this? Conditions that don’t support life will change for many today, if you understand this can occur at anytime, it will allow you to let go of all the nonsense you think you need for your life to be. The only place of true freedom is in this understanding.

Conditions will not always be favorable to support your current existence and one day life in this form will end. It’s not a bad or good thing, it’s just the way it is. One day conditions were right and your current existence began. If you’re reading this conditions have been favorable up to this point to allow you to remain in your current form of existence. But it will not be this way forever. When you know your current form of existence to be temporary, how can you not be grateful and know that now is the only moment that ever is. Death is not death, it’s merely existence of a changing condition. Things exist, than conditions change and so does their existence. When a beautiful flower grows and you cut it to put it a vase, you don’t think of killing the flower, but you have changed the conditions for the flower to continue its existence in its current form. The moment it’s cut its existence has been altered. The key is to enjoy the beauty of the flower in its current form. Impermanence is our freedom. It’s in our freedom that we discover love, and it’s in our love that we understand what it means to truly live…

Not Mind What Happens

To not create stories you have to not mind what happens. Whenever you want things different your power is transferred to whatever it is that’s wanted different and hence your story is created…

If you don’t see the story that you create, it becomes you and it takes you on the ride of whatever the story is. There’s story after story of something that happened in the past. There’s the story of your favorite team playing or work. How about the family story or the story of just wanting things different. The stories shape your life because of attachment not because of what happens. These attached stories are where emotions arise from, they’re where fear, discontent, and anger form and gain power. This is what attachment does, it takes the power away from you and hands it over to the attachment. Without attachment you have the power of how what happens in your life affects you; not so when there’s attachment. You cannot relinquish control without attaching a story to what happens.

This is how it works, throughout the day if there isn’t discipline in place to remain present, the story begins and your power gets transferred to attachment. It doesn’t matter what the story is, that you have transferred your power to an outside source is what matters. It’s outside because objects, people, and circumstances control you and here’s the kicker, your own mind has done this. The first thing is to understand what’s written here so you see what’s happening. Think of this as it’s summertime, as you tend to your lawn you may not be able to get rid of all the dandelions, but if you learn to not mind them the story that they’re a problem won’t be a created. Basically what has to be done in order not to create stories is you have to not mind what happens. If you want things to be different, your power will be transferred to whatever it is that’s wanted different. So watch your stories, don’t mind what happens and even though you may have a lawn full of dandelions, it won’t matter all that much…

Body Present

When the body is used as an anchor to remain present, you begin living in the only place of existence; where your feet are. In this space one finds love, not the story of love, but the love of right now where nothing else exist…

There’s no reason whatsoever that a person has to suffer today because there’s enough info available to prevent it; this is a truth that one must find for themselves. No book, video, guru, religion, self proclaimed enlightened teacher, 12 step program, or anything else can show you truth, they can only point the way and that’s it. What I know today has always been there, but even though I’ve been pointed in the same direction for years it’s message did not click with me until I was ready to see it. It may not always be understood why I do what I do or say what I say, but if you knew what I knew, you would see what I see.

I see much unnecessary suffering in the world today even with those who proclaim they’re awake. It doesn’t take much to know whether one is truly awake, all that needs to be seen is where one’s attachments are and suffering will not be far behind. If you want to stop suffering stop using the mind and learn to use the body. The body is always in the present moment. It’s why the breath is used in meditation, you can’t take a past or future breath, you can only breathe now. When the body is used as an anchor to remain present the mind made suffering loses it power and you begin living your life in the only place it exist; where your feet are. In this space one finds true love, but this isn’t a story of love, it’s the love of the present moment where nothing else exist…

Lost in Belief

When there’s a belief you need something to provide peace, you’re lost in this thought. Until this is understood you’ll remain lost in the belief that peace is outside of you…

There will never be peace in your life as long as you’re lost in the belief that peace is outside of you. Peace is something that’s already within everyone, but because of the way our minds are conditioned we get lost in the thought that peace is something to find. Unfortunately beliefs are what makes the very thing you’re seeking elusive. Beliefs are the reason one is constantly reaching for something outside and until these beliefs are no more, you’ll remain lost in the thought that peace is in the next thing reached for. This can’t be stressed enough as these belief thoughts have to be seen if you’re to ever experience true peace.

The thought of being at peace isn’t peace. What has to happen if peace is to ever be experienced is there has to be an understanding of how beliefs block your peace. The reason why peace is elusive is because of the inability to just be. When the need to reach for something arises becoming lost in a belief begins; this is a conditioned cycle that’s very difficult to break. Peace isn’t something that can be manufactured so it’s in doing less that peace arises. Many get lost in trying to find peace, but since it’s already within the belief associated with finding it needs to be discarded so you can uncover the reason why you’re lost in the belief you’re not at peace…