Mind Cravings

The pleasures of the world take on many forms, but it’s the craving of the mind that makes one seek them. This craving can only be satisfied in stillness because when the mind is still there is no craving…

One aspect of the Conditioned Mind is how it’s in pleasure seeking mode most of the time. Even when we get down on ourselves, it’s a perverse form of pleasure. The mind craves to keep all the pleasure thoughts and discard the unpleasurable ones; it spends most of its time doing this. Whether it’s hurrying in and out of traffic, only to catch a red light and have all the cars you just passed pull up along side you, or doing something and asking yourself why did you do it, the reason for doing this is strictly from the craving to seek some form of pleasure. That your own mind craves to question why you do what you do is how diabolical it is, but understand it’s only this way because of the way the mind has been conditioned to crave.

The pleasure seeking crave mode is not one which is in our best interest, but the Conditioned Mind doesn’t really care about that; control is all it cares about. It makes you think craving pleasure is a necessity, but when the mind starts to settle and it loses its grip you see the fallacy of this. True pleasure is in stillness not in things, but the pleasure of stillness is not the same pleasure the world offers. The pleasure of the world is based in lies, the pleasure of stillness is based in truth. Craving is the self-seeking pleasure of the world, this is what the world creates, but it cannot be satisfied. It’s only in stillness that this craving is satisfied, not because it’s given something to satisfy it, but because in stillness cravings never materialize so there is no pleasure to seek…

Creating Heart Space

Creating heart space for all beings includes yourself. So love yourself exactly as you are and understand if you don’t it’s only because of your conditioned space that thinks you should be different…

Creating heart space for all beings is a decision you have to be conscious of if it’s to occur. There’s so much unloving energy around that if you’re not conscious of the energy to create heart space, the conditioned space will keep your heart closed; awareness is the key to create heart space for all beings. For many there’s no heart space; unloving energy is in place without fully realizing it. You may have an inkling of this, but without having a good amount of discipline which allows the mind to settle, this unloving energy will be in control even if you don’t want it to be.

For me, there are times when things are done that aren’t necessarily beneficial, but they’re still done because of the conditioned space in place. Since I’ve been sitting, I’ve developed some discipline so the conditioned space that once controlled me is mostly heart filled now. For the most part I’m aligned with behaviors that are not only for my betterment, but also for the betterment of humanity. Non beneficial things are still done, but this happens less and less. It’s just part of the conditioned space in place so I don’t fret over it. I’ve learned you can only do what your conditioned space allows; this won’t change until the heart opens. Creating heart space for all beings includes yourself, so love yourself exactly as you are and understand if you don’t it’s only because of the conditioned space in place…

Instinctive Awareness

Every life begins with truth in its heart, but because of the Conditioned Mind it gets pushed so far down that a lie is used instead of being aware of it instinctively…

Why the Conditioned Mind is such an issue to one’s well being is because most conditioning is based in lies; this affects every aspect of life. Multiple these lies by millions of conditioned people and it’s no wonder the world is as it is. Granted this is my experience, but the Conditioned Mind has been revealed to me as being the block to the awareness of instinctive truth. Without awareness of the instinctive truth from within yourself, it makes it difficult to truly understand yourself. This doesn’t make truth non existent in your life, but it does make you unaware of it.

To me, everyone has truth in their heart, but it gets pushed so far down that a lie is used instead of being aware of it instinctively. When this occurs, truth becomes a story when instinctively it’s something that just is. Truth isn’t something that can be manufactured, it either is or it isn’t. Truth doesn’t pick and choose, it can’t, truth is just truth; instinctively. The thing with truth is most think it’s a made up state of mind, but it’s not, it’s just truth. An applied label doesn’t enhance it, only the awareness of it allows its instinctive state to be. Truth affects everything as does the lie. When there’s awareness of this, the heart opens and truth occurs instinctively because that’s how truth rolls…

Tool of Love

If your life is to be a product of love, love will have to be your base. No tool can operate itself so you cannot produce a life of love if love isn't the tool of your heart…

To be a tool of love means one thing and one thing only, and that is to be an example of love in all that you do. Not a love that is manufactured by you, but by a love that comes through your heart from God energy. It doesn't mean you have to make others follow your way because the most important thing to realize is this is not your way; it‘s loves way and that is what people will follow. To be a tool of love implies just that, to be a tool. No tool can operate itself so the better the tool is maintained, the better it works. That’s how it is with us, the freer you are of the self-serving mind by relying on the tool of love, the more your life is a reflection of that love.

Remember no tool can operate itself so things need to be done so the tool stays effectively operational. Even a master carpenter has a difficult time producing exquisite work with tools that are rusty. All tools produce results just as our life is still lived even though our actions aren't based in love, but it just won't produce results the tool is capable of producing. Its full potential won't be realized because a rusty tool can only produce what’s there. A life that isn't based in love cannot produce love, just as a tool that's rusty can't operate properly. So our journey to be a tool for love will manifest when we live in a way that will produce the necessary action for this to occur. An emptying of the heart will be needed so love can fill it up. If it’s not totally empty of self-centeredness, it will not be totally filled by love. It’s in God energy that all life exists, it’s in God energy that life becomes of the heart. If not you will continue to be filled by the self-serving mind and you will be a rusty tool that doesn’t operate properly…



Light Energy

Being light energy to provide direction so others can find their way is important, but when the energy only illuminates one way, it loses its effectiveness…


There's no such thing as one light energy pattern to wake up from the sleep of unconsciousness. This is because it's just about impossible to see exactly what another person experiences. No one has the same light energy to travel the same exact road in the waking up process. I find it quite amusing the way some people project their light energy as being the only way. This is not to say this isn't the way for that person, but that's their experience and it's very unlikely two people let alone many have the same exact light energy patterns. I know for me I just try to direct light energy that points inward so one can come to their own conclusion in finding what will provide them their awakening. I doubt anyone went through exactly what I did to get where I'm at now so I expect anyone to see things as I do.

Some people talk about there not being a self as if this is the only energy one can experience an awakening. Many others use religion as the light energy to waking up. I've found there are many different energy patterns to get to the so called top of mountain and none of them are wrong. I don't know and don't really care what energy is used, it's not my place to judge. Although I understand the conditioning in place is in control, I really find it funny when someone goes against what someone says because "they put it out there so it's fair game." To me the bottom line is to show love and respect to everyone, even if their light energy isn’t something I've experienced. The only reason someone shares something is because it's the energy of what's in place; it‘s not up to me to judge it simply because it's "out there". But it is up to me to watch my own light energy and make sure it's true, if it’s not it will only dim the light energy that others may be looking to…


Inevitable Results

Inevitable Results:

When the energy of life is based to self-serve you reap those inevitable results. You cannot be but what you are, so love and produce those inevitable results…

Each of us has our own inner journey to discover the things in ourselves that will make life beneficial to ourselves and others. We all use different things for this and there is no one way to accomplish this; though some ways are more beneficial than others. Obviously when something is done and it brings harm to another person there will be harsher inevitable results than if the action was based in love; even if you don't get caught. I’m not one to say “God is always watching so God knows” I don't truly know that, but I do know I cannot hide from inevitable results, and that is the one I have to answer to. I can lie to you, I can even lie to me, but that doesn't mean there won’t be inevitable results.

Understanding ourselves is our journey. When we do things that are of a self-serving nature, we along with others pay the inevitable price for that. Even if the inevitable results aren’t seen from self-serving actions, they are there. So many diseases are linked to self-serving results, they just aren’t labeled in that way. Suffering inevitable results from diabetes, cancer, depression, stress, anxiety, just to name a few can be linked to self-serving behavior in some way. This is not a belief, this is a medical fact. When one is of love, the inevitable results of suffering are at a minimum. It’s very important to develop awareness of this so there’s the possibility of going beyond the self-serving inevitable results…


Trusting Intuition

There's existence through made up stories or there’s the bigger picture beyond the stories where one is guided by trusting intuition...

When the mind is settled existence becomes trusting instead of reliance on your own limited stories. There's a deep trust of the settled mind, and it's in this settling that you see existence through your intuition. When one is in this intuition mind state, the everlasting love of the Universe is there to quiet the mind agitations which are the cause of all doubt and distrust.

A mind that's settled allows for one to live from a trusting intuition. This connects one with the goodness of life, your own internal goodness, and the goodness of all beings. The connection is already there, it's just not known what it will take to be aware of it. The only reason there isn't awareness is because of the conditioned mind agitations blocking the trust that arises from the quietness of our intuition; these blocks allow for all kinds of made up stories.

When you learn discipline, your mind agitations slowly subside; what naturally remains is a deep unwavering trusting intuition. This trust is what's there beyond the noise of a Conditioned Mind, beyond made up stories. In this space there's trust because with a settled mind it's known who you truly are. So trust in your intuition and allow the mind to settle so you're not relying on your own made up stories. When there’s trusting intuition, life is lived in the most beneficial ways; as the trusting intuitive being that you truly are...