Light of Letting Go

Our inner light shines to the degree of letting go that allows loving energy to be our guide. The more one lets go the brighter the light, and the brighter the light, the more it will be seen…

I know for many years I wandered aimlessly through life controlled by a Conditioned Mind that led me around like a puppet on a string. My entire existence was based in a self-serving mind and until this changed nothing was going to change. Our society is out of control because of this self-serving mind.

Until a person understands how conditioned and controlled they are, and that it’s their own mind that makes this happen, nothing will change regardless of what is done to try and help a person. I am not sure if anything can be done to instill this change in a person, but we must try. Although it has to come from within the individual, we must plant the seeds or there won’t even be the chance for someone to change.

I can love the person by understanding their conditioning is not them. This may not change them, but at least I won’t be pulled into their conditioned energy; I could write another book on this pull alone. Watch very closely how subtle the Conditioned Mind is. I know for me it’s not my responsibility to change anyone, but I do have an obligation because of the insight that has been bestowed upon me, but I do know I can only change myself. When I change, that is how others change by allowing loving energy to be my guide. All I can do is be willing to keep looking within to expand the light of letting go…

Clear Mind State

When a person awakens, a clear mind state is provided which allows a truthful view of your actions. With this clear mind state you become aware if your actions are truly beneficial…

Having a clear mind state allows for the ability to decipher the immediate effects of your actions and your current view. A clear mind state doesn’t allow a delusional mind state to arise. In seeing delusion for what it is and its controlling characteristics, you just may be able to pause for a millisecond. If this isn’t seen, these characteristics will continue their delusional mind control.

Observe the mind state of delusion and its polar opposites, truth, generosity, love, and wisdom; these are mind states most people fluctuate between. With a clear mind state you see how your actions and the associated consequences are linked. What happens first is you can decipher the mind state associated with the action, and second it’s seen if the associated action is beneficial. It’s very easy to see rage and its association with the mind state of anger. It doesn’t take much intelligence to see how this action isn’t beneficial to anyone. Without awareness of this, one remains trapped in the mind state of rage and hence the associated actions. Intelligence has no bearing on this whatsoever.

It also works this way with the action of giving. Giving with no attached expectation is an action associated with the mind state of generosity. You can definitely see how this action benefits everyone; to me this is what an awakening is. One isn’t rendered white as snow because of becoming awake. No one among us can cast the first stone, but by the mind settling your view becomes clear and you become aware of your actions and the associated mind state of those actions. It can then be seen that your clear actions are based in truth and are a benefit not only to yourself, but to all beings…

Comfort Zone Within

Look down at your feet. Regardless of where they’re planted this is your comfort zone. If it isn’t it’s because the need to reach is in place and it’s blocking you from finding your comfort zone within…

When all of a sudden you’re not at peace, what is it that takes you from it? When my mind gets squirrelly and the thought arises to look down at my feet, it reminds to return to my comfort zone within. For years I was constantly searching for my comfort zone outside myself and expect for a few brief moments, my comfort zone eluded me for most of my life. Why this was so was because my comfort zone was always contingent on something on the outside and whatever its form, it was always comfort based in what I thought was needed to provide it. There’s no need to list what these comfort zones relied on because there are so many; they are the things reached for. These comfort zones come in many forms and unless you truly take a step back to see this, the reaching will always be there, but finding your comfort zone will never happen.

The lies of the Conditioned Mind will dictate what is needed to reach your comfort zone. Until the conditioning to reach is changed, your comfort zone will continue to be sought and never be found. The only way this will change is by going inward to discover why there’s a need to reach for a comfort zone that’s within. Once this is revealed, therein lies your comfort zone. Your comfort zone isn’t from the thought realm, it comes from the still small voice within that tells you it doesn’t matter where you are or what’s happening, all you have to do is look down at your feet and regardless of where they’re planted this is your comfort zone. If you need something else it’s because the need to reach is still in place and it’s blocking you from finding the comfort zone within…

Love Based Existence

Love flows as behavior and can be measured in the way people are treated. It’s difficult, maybe even impossible to act selfishly or self-serving when you have a love based existence…

Although there was love all around me growing up I never understood it. I didn’t know how to love myself or others. I would always behave in ways that was destructive to me and to those around me. Some of this was learned and some of it just seemed like it was from within myself. The problem with this is if I didn’t act it ways that showed love to myself there wasn’t any way I was going to show love to others. Unfortunately without love as the base of life, it makes it very difficult to live a life that’s meaningful.

It’s often said that love is the true nature of life, but that doesn’t mean it will be the base of every life. Look at what some people are doing today. Ask the victims family if love is their true nature. Most people have a certain degree of selfishness in them, but only a few have it to the degree that it manifest as evil. I was very selfish which caused most of the decisions I made to satisfy myself. But it’s not this way today because I learned the valuable lesson of what it means to not only love myself, but to love my neighbor as well; I truly don’t want to hurt anyone today. Love flows as behavior and it can be measured by the way people are treated. It’s hard to act selfishly or self-serving if love is the base of your existence…

The Need For More

When there’s a need for more to attain satisfaction, it has to be addressed or you‘ll remain in the grip of needing more and you will always have to satisfy the inner need for more…

What’s missed by most people is the understanding that the need for more is the same regardless of what’s needed. The needing itself is all the same and make no mistake when you need more you’re in prison. There are so many prisons, cannabis, ayahuasca, alcohol, a Hersey chocolate kiss, tv, love, politics, God, or whatever; the need for more is what should be focused on. Nobody just needs more of something, a need arises so let’s go and get more of whatever. This is where the misunderstanding occurs because one thinks needing ayahuasca is different than the need for alcohol. The true nature of the need for more isn’t identified so you remain the same even though the things being used are different. It’s easier to justify when there’s a need to help others than the need for more alcohol, but it’s still to fill a need for more. It was revealed to me that the need for more was the cause of all my problems because self-centeredness is the need for more supportive energy.

You may think it’s crazy how the need for more God or ayahuasca is the same as the need for more love, but it is because it all arises from the inability to truly be present. If there’s a need for more, it will be reinforced daily; if this isn’t understood you’ll remain in a need for more prison. Understanding this is difficult and it’s why I don’t push to develop a program or I won’t become a life coach; to me it’s all associated with the need for more nonsense. I will point anyone to look within to find their own inner beauty; the only thing needed is to learn to live with what’s here now. This is what should be pointed to, but because the need for more isn’t understood you remain its prisoner…