Created Tug-of-War

Life is a happening not a doing. If it’s made into something to do, there will always be the agitation of an inner tug-of-war. In the space of not doing there’s peace because the inner tug-of-war is nonexistent…

It may seem as though life creates a tug-of-war so lessons are learned, but the tug-of-war is inner. Life doesn’t create a tug-of-war, that’s not its nature, life is just life. Things happen because of certain laws and conditions producing certain result. This is life just being life, it’s never personal. There’s inner space in every person that you can anchor in when it seems like life creates a tug-of-war, but this isn’t life, its just the agitated story the Conditioned Mind creates; a story of an inner tug-of-war.

When you can stay anchored you‘ll stop creating your own tug-of-war. This is regardless of what happens in life, unless you make it about life doing something to you. Life does nothing to no one. It’s each individual alone from the way they‘re conditioned that makes life seem as though there’s an inner tug-of-war. This occurs because without an anchor everything that happens in life is made into a burden of something to do. But understand, whatever goes on between your ears about what you think you have to do, that is an inner tug-of-war; it’s something you create from within yourself. Don’t blame life for the inability of not staying anchored and being left unprotected. Find your anchor space so you are planted and stay there as much as possible. The more you stay anchored the fewer stories there will be in your life, and the less it will seem like there’s an inner tug-of-war…

Disguised Lack

The Conditioned Mind creates a lie disguised as lack; this lie is disguised as a lack of love. This lack will constantly need to be fed even though it doesn’t truly exist…

For many years I had a disguised lack in me that was created from what I thought was a lack of love. That’s why I constantly reached for things to fill it; I have since come to understand this. This disguised lack isn’t a true lack at all, it’s emptiness; this emptiness is the essence of love. It’s where life truly happens when one is busy making other plans. By not understanding this, I spent most of my life trying to fill a disguised lack with whatever I could get my hands on. This is an endless list as to what can be used, so each individual has to investigate for themselves what that is. It’s ironic though because now much of my life is spent in the space that for so long was disguised as a lack; the truth of this has been revealed to me.

This disguised lack is the reason why someone reaches for anything and wants life to be different. If this was understood for what it truly was, humanity would be much different because contentment would be the way of the world. The lack is a disguised lie of the Conditioned Mind and it keeps one constantly needing the present moment to be different so it keeps you reaching to fill it. This will need to be understood if the lack induced reaching is to ever end. When it is understood, the disguised lack transforms to love because the present moment doesn’t need to be different. When the present moment doesn’t need to be different, life reveals its true essence which doesn’t ever need to be filled with anything because the disguised lack is seen for the lie that it truly is…

An Instinctive Reality

An instinctive reality only occurs in the present, self-serving desires disrupt this from being seen. Only a mind that’s settled in the present can understand an instinctive reality…

Sometimes it’s difficult to know what the right thing to do is. I’m not talking about clearly recognizable things, sometimes it isn’t so clear as to what should be done. It’s especially difficult when it involves other people. For myself letting go allows for me to have a more instinctive reality with some of my responses to people. This is all part of the learning curve of letting go. It matters little what the intentions are if what comes out of the mouth isn’t from an instinctive reality.

This learning curve isn’t to be held to strict adherence, it’s more so used to stay open minded to the expanding instinctive reality and not get caught up in a self-serving reality. Instincts have to be at the forefront when others are involved. It’s not always easy to understand where others are coming from so it’s better not to judge and to try and deal with situations from an instinctive reality. This is much easier said than done, but by practicing quietness it gets easier to decipher what the right instinctive action is. We shouldn’t be too hard on ourselves because of the Conditioned Mind, the slow process of awakening has to be accepted if there is to be peace. On the other hand our conditioning is not to be ignored because we won’t learn from it and the same reactions will be repeated over and over again.

Although life may seem mundane at times, it’s only a self-serving reality that makes it so; life can never be mundane. Each moment is new unto itself, and when it’s lived instinctively, it’ll be realized what a gift life truly is. It’ll be understood that what your learning curve affords you is not the mundane life of living in the past or future, but the ability to live in the present and respond to life from an instinctive reality instead of reacting to it from a self-serving reality; the more this is done the less your realty will be mundane…

Marvel of Each Moment

The marvel of life is in the newness of each moment. This marvel isn’t observed by most because of the view developed by the Conditioned Mind, but this doesn’t mean the marvel of each moment isn’t there…

Our delusions come in many forms and they’re all used to reinforce the delusion of “I”. The way the mind has been conditioned makes us perceive life as if we’re on a merry-go-round; you can’t get off it until it’s realized you‘re on it. Think about it, look and see how time is used and how fast it goes by. The days of the week are used like this, along with the work week. There are so many things used that keep us on the merry-go-round ; look and see what it is that keeps you on the merry-go-round of the Conditioned Mind.

Our life becomes one task after another and we basically do the same things over and over. Our delusion is this is the way it has to be, but this isn’t so, it doesn’t have to be this way. Every moments marvel of everyday is different unto itself. You may make it the same because of the Conditioned Mind, but it’s impossible for any moment to be duplicated. Once it’s in the past it can never be repeated. 

The marvel of each moment can only be understood by a mind that is quiet enough to be aware of it. The burdened delusions are a result of conditioned thinking. To get off this merry-go-round you must be free of conditioned thinking, and to be free of conditioned thinking, the marvel of each moment must be understood. Nothing done yesterday or even one second ago has anything to do with right now unless it’s made so. Enjoy the marvel of life by living each moment unto itself. Or not and carry around the burden of past moments and stay on the merry-go-round; you can get off anytime you want, but that is up to you…

Truth Awareness

What occurs when one awakens is there’s awareness where blindness gives way to truth; this is truth awareness. With this awareness you no longer have a blind view, it’s now based in truth…

People think they change when they learn something new, but the essence of what is truly happening is there’s awareness of the truth that has always been there. It’s not really a change that occurs, it’s awareness of delusional blindness, with an understanding of truth. You cannot know truth if you don’t know your blindness and you cannot know your blindness if you don’t know have awareness of truth. The reason why it’s so difficult for this truth awareness to occur is because the mind will not settle down to see it. Your mind will tell you what you’re looking at is truth, but that’s a blinded lie…

Self investigation isn’t easy especially when it’s first started, that’s why so many are hesitant to do it. It’s much easier to live in blindness and not investigate it, but there are only benefits when a truthful and honest self appraisal are done. A step into the unfamiliar will need to be taken so you can develop awareness of your blindness. 

The mind defaults naturally to the conditioned blindness because it’s what’s been taught, but a truthful self appraisal allows for awareness of truth to rise to the surface; this is how awareness of truth becomes known. When awareness of truth is taught, what happens is the veil of blindness is removed so where you were once blind you now see. It’s not a change, it’s awareness of truth that has always been there and is now seen…

Love is the Difference

Anyone can be a difference maker, but only if it’s known love is the difference. A true difference maker knows in their heart that love is the life energy that makes a difference…

Everyone possesses the inner resolve to look at their life and change it, but it will not change on its own. If you’re waiting for some deity to change it, it will probably not happen. I look at my life today and see what I can do to be in cooperation with love so it puts me in harmony with the energy that makes a difference. When this is done the direction of life is love based and the decisions made aren’t self-serving.

Love is the energy that makes a difference so with practice life will be more love-centered. Being love centered is so much more beneficial than being self-centered. I want to stress that this is not a magical path for a select few, it’s open to anyone; it just takes practice and discipline not to be controlled by the Conditioned Mind. We all have our own journey in life and we will find the path we think is best. How about this, what if you choose a path that makes a difference that’s best for others, wouldn’t that be different; this is the difference that needs to occur if our world is to be different…

An Applied Description

Life doesn’t apply a description to itself, we apply what we think is the appropriate description to what occurs. Without a description life would still occur, but not as it’s described…

A true understanding of your own mind is the only way that you’ll ever understand life. It’s the only way to truly see the beauty of a sunrise, or feel the breeze of a crisp fall day. What do you see when there are ducks swimming in a pond or a star filled sky? If you just see what’s on the surface there’s a great sadness because what’s seen beyond that cannot truly be put into words. It can be described, but that’s not what is truly seen. Does the sunrise describe itself? Does the breeze know it’s blowing? How about the ducks, are they aware of what they’re doing in the pond and the stars, so many stars, do they know what their function is in all of this?

Without one single description everything would still be. Without the described conditioned mind life still is; it doesn’t need a description to be. If you died right now, life as YOU know it would be over, but understand life would go on. Dying is simply a part of life, it’s just the way it is; dying is as natural as birth so in death life just continues as if you never were; death doesn’t affect life one bit. Life doesn’t describe you, you describe life. Understand yourself so you can understand life, but as stated earlier not in the form of a description, but by allowing life to do what it does and seeing what is truly going on beyond the description process of the Conditioned Mind. To be or not to be? That’s your question, life doesn’t care either way…

Light of Letting Go

Our inner light shines to the degree of letting go that allows loving energy to be our guide. The more one lets go the brighter the light, and the brighter the light, the more it will be seen…

I know for many years I wandered aimlessly through life controlled by a Conditioned Mind that led me around like a puppet on a string. My entire existence was based in a self-serving mind and until this changed nothing was going to change. Our society is out of control because of this self-serving mind.

Until a person understands how conditioned and controlled they are, and that it’s their own mind that makes this happen, nothing will change regardless of what is done to try and help a person. I am not sure if anything can be done to instill this change in a person, but we must try. Although it has to come from within the individual, we must plant the seeds or there won’t even be the chance for someone to change.

I can love the person by understanding their conditioning is not them. This may not change them, but at least I won’t be pulled into their conditioned energy; I could write another book on this pull alone. Watch very closely how subtle the Conditioned Mind is. I know for me it’s not my responsibility to change anyone, but I do have an obligation because of the insight that has been bestowed upon me, but I do know I can only change myself. When I change, that is how others change by allowing loving energy to be my guide. All I can do is be willing to keep looking within to expand the light of letting go…

Clear Mind State

When a person awakens, a clear mind state is provided which allows a truthful view of your actions. With this clear mind state you become aware if your actions are truly beneficial…

Having a clear mind state allows for the ability to decipher the immediate effects of your actions and your current view. A clear mind state doesn’t allow a delusional mind state to arise. In seeing delusion for what it is and its controlling characteristics, you just may be able to pause for a millisecond. If this isn’t seen, these characteristics will continue their delusional mind control.

Observe the mind state of delusion and its polar opposites, truth, generosity, love, and wisdom; these are mind states most people fluctuate between. With a clear mind state you see how your actions and the associated consequences are linked. What happens first is you can decipher the mind state associated with the action, and second it’s seen if the associated action is beneficial. It’s very easy to see rage and its association with the mind state of anger. It doesn’t take much intelligence to see how this action isn’t beneficial to anyone. Without awareness of this, one remains trapped in the mind state of rage and hence the associated actions. Intelligence has no bearing on this whatsoever.

It also works this way with the action of giving. Giving with no attached expectation is an action associated with the mind state of generosity. You can definitely see how this action benefits everyone; to me this is what an awakening is. One isn’t rendered white as snow because of becoming awake. No one among us can cast the first stone, but by the mind settling your view becomes clear and you become aware of your actions and the associated mind state of those actions. It can then be seen that your clear actions are based in truth and are a benefit not only to yourself, but to all beings…

Comfort Zone Within

Look down at your feet. Regardless of where they’re planted this is your comfort zone. If it isn’t it’s because the need to reach is in place and it’s blocking you from finding your comfort zone within…

When all of a sudden you’re not at peace, what is it that takes you from it? When my mind gets squirrelly and the thought arises to look down at my feet, it reminds to return to my comfort zone within. For years I was constantly searching for my comfort zone outside myself and expect for a few brief moments, my comfort zone eluded me for most of my life. Why this was so was because my comfort zone was always contingent on something on the outside and whatever its form, it was always comfort based in what I thought was needed to provide it. There’s no need to list what these comfort zones relied on because there are so many; they are the things reached for. These comfort zones come in many forms and unless you truly take a step back to see this, the reaching will always be there, but finding your comfort zone will never happen.

The lies of the Conditioned Mind will dictate what is needed to reach your comfort zone. Until the conditioning to reach is changed, your comfort zone will continue to be sought and never be found. The only way this will change is by going inward to discover why there’s a need to reach for a comfort zone that’s within. Once this is revealed, therein lies your comfort zone. Your comfort zone isn’t from the thought realm, it comes from the still small voice within that tells you it doesn’t matter where you are or what’s happening, all you have to do is look down at your feet and regardless of where they’re planted this is your comfort zone. If you need something else it’s because the need to reach is still in place and it’s blocking you from finding the comfort zone within…

Love Based Existence

Love flows as behavior and can be measured in the way people are treated. It’s difficult, maybe even impossible to act selfishly or self-serving when you have a love based existence…

Although there was love all around me growing up I never understood it. I didn’t know how to love myself or others. I would always behave in ways that was destructive to me and to those around me. Some of this was learned and some of it just seemed like it was from within myself. The problem with this is if I didn’t act it ways that showed love to myself there wasn’t any way I was going to show love to others. Unfortunately without love as the base of life, it makes it very difficult to live a life that’s meaningful.

It’s often said that love is the true nature of life, but that doesn’t mean it will be the base of every life. Look at what some people are doing today. Ask the victims family if love is their true nature. Most people have a certain degree of selfishness in them, but only a few have it to the degree that it manifest as evil. I was very selfish which caused most of the decisions I made to satisfy myself. But it’s not this way today because I learned the valuable lesson of what it means to not only love myself, but to love my neighbor as well; I truly don’t want to hurt anyone today. Love flows as behavior and it can be measured by the way people are treated. It’s hard to act selfishly or self-serving if love is the base of your existence…

The Need For More

When there’s a need for more to attain satisfaction, it has to be addressed or you‘ll remain in the grip of needing more and you will always have to satisfy the inner need for more…

What’s missed by most people is the understanding that the need for more is the same regardless of what’s needed. The needing itself is all the same and make no mistake when you need more you’re in prison. There are so many prisons, cannabis, ayahuasca, alcohol, a Hersey chocolate kiss, tv, love, politics, God, or whatever; the need for more is what should be focused on. Nobody just needs more of something, a need arises so let’s go and get more of whatever. This is where the misunderstanding occurs because one thinks needing ayahuasca is different than the need for alcohol. The true nature of the need for more isn’t identified so you remain the same even though the things being used are different. It’s easier to justify when there’s a need to help others than the need for more alcohol, but it’s still to fill a need for more. It was revealed to me that the need for more was the cause of all my problems because self-centeredness is the need for more supportive energy.

You may think it’s crazy how the need for more God or ayahuasca is the same as the need for more love, but it is because it all arises from the inability to truly be present. If there’s a need for more, it will be reinforced daily; if this isn’t understood you’ll remain in a need for more prison. Understanding this is difficult and it’s why I don’t push to develop a program or I won’t become a life coach; to me it’s all associated with the need for more nonsense. I will point anyone to look within to find their own inner beauty; the only thing needed is to learn to live with what’s here now. This is what should be pointed to, but because the need for more isn’t understood you remain its prisoner…

Truth Potential

There is so much potential in life when truth is applied to what’s occurring in front of you. The Universe provides truth potential when you’re in harmony with life and not living a lie…

Truth is your greatest asset because without it lies arise and there’s nothing beneficial in a lie. Truth leads to fulfilling your potential never experienced before, but when you’re living a lie the mind is closed and in control. Whatever arises in life can be seen as truthful only if it’s not seen through a past label. In this way life can be experienced anew as the Universe opens up more and more truthful potential. Even if some lies arise, without applying a past label it allows the heart to remain open and the potential to go beyond the lies to experience truth.

Truth doesn’t always have to be an aha moment, it can be a simple act of not judging what’s in front of you and just experiencing that and moving on. Once something is labeled, the heart closes and so does your truth potential along with it. To fulfill your truth potential that life offers is to not allow the lies to be a part of what is being done right now. If it is, obviously it remains as something old not something new, and because it’s from a past habitual mind pattern, it’s old because it’s labeled as such. Without applying a label, the heart remains open to truth potential provided by the Universe beyond anything a lie limited mind can conjure up…

Conditioned Emotions

Nothing from the outside either real or made up truly controls you regardless of what it is. It’s the conditioned emotions attaching to what happens that causes them to control…

Staying with the flow of what arises in our daily life has immense value in the process of waking up from the sleep of unawareness. What happens if awareness isn’t expanded upon is the conditioned emotions become embedded and control you; they become the master and you the slave. Conditioned emotions are what causes one to react to life in the way that they do. Nothing from the outside truly controls you either real or made up. It’s the conditioned emotions attaching to what happens that causes one to behave in a certain manner. When one awakens, the attachment to conditioned emotions lessens and their control lessens.

This is how it is with all our emotions, fear becomes crippling when it’s from conditioning that takes over. It’s doesn’t mean things won’t scare you, but it’s doesn’t have to be given the energy that turns it into fear. This applies to any emotion you become attached to. When associated conditioned emotions become embedded, there’s no telling what behavior will arise. I guarantee you it’s not going to be behavior that has love flowing as its base. Emotions will arise, it’s the way the brain seems to be wired, but our energy doesn’t have to give them more power than they’re worth. We can cry our conditioned tears or be fearful of the future. We may dislike that things aren’t going the way we think they should be, but the bottom line is it’s only when the conditioned emotions become embedded that they’re given the energy to stop the flow of lovingly living life. This causes not only our own suffering, but the suffering of all beings…

True Assets

Only true assets can be beneficial to others. Being selfish or of love is what determines this. To have true assets that are based in love is to ensure an existence that’s beneficial to all beings…

When there’s a clear view of the true assets in your life, it’s at this point that you’ll see what’s beneficial. If your values are based strictly for self-serving purposes, this is the cause of all the so called issues you have with life. Your true assets direct the course of your behavior and if they’re of love you’ll behave in ways that are beneficial to all beings. If your values are aligned with a self-serving direction, this is what will manifest in the ways you behave. It has to be this way, but if love is what’s truly valued in your life, you’ll have love based assets and you’ll behave in ways that are aligned with love.

You can only act in the ways that are valued, you can’t be anything else. You can never be what you aren’t; your values determine this. It’s so important to have a clear view of your true assets so you can see if they’re aligned with Universal Love. This is when existence can be of maximum benefit to yourself and also the Universe. If this isn’t clearly seen this won’t be clearly known and you’ll behave in ways that aren’t truly an asset. So what‘s valued is how a person will behave and to know that your values are true assets based in love will ensure your existence is a benefit to all; it has to be this way…

Lying Mind View

There’s not much life in a lying mind view. What happens with a lying mind view is the free flowing energy of truth is cut off; this view always causes suffering…

A lying mind view is what causes one to get locked into only seeing things from the side of suffering. It matters little what that lying mind view is, as it’s the rigidness of being in a liars mode that doesn’t allow free flowing energy. The is what happens when a story is created and it becomes a lying view of what life is about in any particular moment. The lies become deeply ingrained as one becomes emotionally tied into whatever the lying view is focused on. It’s very difficult to not attach to things that makes up a story that is held onto, but you can have compassion, passion, and genuine love for something without attaching to it and being controlled by a lying mind.

To me, being of a lying mind is the normal view of many people and it’s why many suffer unnecessarily. I’ve noticed this occurring in so many lives and I can see the suffering it’s causing. Unfortunately those in the midst of this lying mind view cannot see it. Nor can one pull themselves out of it until the lying mind view is seen as the cause of suffering. The lying mind doesn’t allow the openness needed to be free from attachment, and since attachment is the root of suffering, suffering is inevitable. The tighter the grip of something the more one is trapped in a lying mind view and the less free flowing energy there is in one’s life. There’s not much life in a lying mind view because what happens is one’s free flowing energy of truth is cut off; this view always causes suffering…

Loving Heart

Our human form is the what’s used to experience life so our human form should never be denied. Not clinging to it though is key if one is to truly experience living life from a loving heart…

When life begins there aren’t any blocks developed to experience our loving heart. Slowly though as we grow, blocks are developed by clinging to an identity to our human form, but this is how we experience life so we should never deny our human form; not clinging to it is key to truly experience a loving heart. The more thought that’s applied to our human form, the less in touch we are with the true essence of a loving heart.

It would be easy to say “that’s just the way I am” but no one is just the way they are. We become the way we are by influences and conditioning. It’s very nice to say things like our true essence is to love, but with all the tragic behavior that goes on, it’s really difficult to see our true essence as anything but insane.

Everyone goes around forcing their will on whomever they come in contact with and it’s labeled as love, but a loving heart never forces anything, it doesn’t need to. The conditioning to an identity goes very deep and why this is so is because it’s the foundation of the way most people exist. This identity to form is the reason why people reach outside themselves for fulfillment. Clinging to human form is the only block that one will encounter from their loving heart. Until there’s awareness of this, you will never truly experience love through your human form. I’m not saying people don’t love, but there’s a lot of selfish clinging to the way most people love. Until the mind settles so one loves their human form and lives from the heart, the Conditioned Mind will remain in control and living from a heart of love will be fleeting at best. So sit and be still and you just may see how it’s only in this moment that you can embrace your human form and thus embrace your loving heart…

Blind Mind Lies

A blind mind can’t understand truth regardless of the beliefs place. Beliefs hinder the understanding of truth because they’re just a blind mind response that blocks truth…

If your blind mind lies are in control and running your life, it doesn’t matter much what’s going on, it’s going to be difficult to understand truth. It’s such a blind world and what makes it so is most people haven’t a clue that truth is inward. What the blind mind actually is and how it’s created is by not being aware the truth is already in you. With a mind that’s conditioned to reinforce lies daily, you have to constantly lie, hence the blind mind. This is how the lies of a Conditioned Mind are formed and how they block awareness. It’s lies created because if you knew the truth was within, the need to lie would be non existent and so would the blind mind.

Everyone has the ability to consciously be aware of the blind mind lies, but it’s just not something that happens on its owns. It’s a beautiful thing when your life is in your hands; it’s totally up to each individual what is done with it. Even little lies equate to little usefulness so it’s up to each individual to do what’s necessary to become more aware of the sheepish mind lies. As you’re more aware of being present, the blind mind lies untangle and you’re left with truth. If you’re waiting for anything else, it most likely won’t happen as the blind mind lies will remain in control…

A Greater Existence

A greater existence cannot be understood by a mind that has been conditioned to make the world fit nicely into a limited box of space and time…

The limited box of space and time is our so called comfort zone. The more we stay in this box, which is the world of thought, the more we limit ourselves to a base of Self (ego). It isn’t that we truly understand everything when our mind becomes quiet, but we stop questioning the external and start looking within which allows us to exist the way it was intended; as the loving beings that we are. This allows for the shift from a self-serving existence to one of love. This doesn’t mean we get answers to the great secrets of the Universe, what we get is an understanding of our Conditioned Mind and how it was developed.

Once the Conditioned Mind is understood, there’s awareness of what blocks love from being the default setting of our mind. With this awareness it’s learned to control a mind that has been out of control for most of our life. When you have this control which manifest as quietness, there won’t be a need for answers because the greater existence of our questions is seen providing all the answers that are needed…

Mind Annoyances

Although the pleasures of the world take on many forms, it’s the annoyances of the mind that makes one seek them. These annoyances can only be satisfied in stillness because when the mind is still there are no annoyances…

One aspect of the Conditioned Mind is how it’s in a state of annoyance most of the time. The annoyed mind likes to keep all the pleasant thoughts and discard the unpleasant ones; it spends most of its time doing this. Whether it’s weaving in and out of traffic, only to catch a red light and have all the cars you passed pull up to the same light, or doing something and asking yourself why you did it, the reason for doing this is to strictly satisfy the annoyed mind. That your own mind questions why you do what you do is how diabolical it is, but understand it’s only this way because of the way the mind has been conditioned to be in a constant state of annoyance.

The annoyed mind in seeking mode is not one which is in our best interest, but the Conditioned Mind doesn’t really care about that; control is all it cares about. It makes you think seeking pleasure is a necessity, but when the mind starts to settle and it loses its grip on you, you will see the fallacy of this. True pleasure is in stillness not in things; the pleasure of stillness is not the same pleasure the world offers. The pleasure of the world is based in lies, the pleasure of stillness is based in truth. It’s only in stillness that the annoyances of the mind subside. Not because it gets what it wants, but because in stillness the annoyances never materialize so there’s no satisfaction that’s needed…

Continuous Motion

Life is one continuous motion, it never stops. If this is noticed, it will allow much more understanding of life than if one is blindly controlled by habitual mind patterns that have a tendency to make life appear stagnant…

If the continuous motion of life isn’t understood, that’s when the habitual conditioned mind patterns take over; it’s just the process in place. You can be in a state where you’re happy and out of nowhere arises something that triggers one of your habitual stagnated mind patterns. Depending on what these patterns are based in determines if you’re still happy after it’s attached to. This is how it works, we’re pulled around by patterns and life’s continuous motion goes unnoticed so controlling energy attaches to whatever pattern is associated with the moment. This is where everything arises from, feelings, emotions, sensations, judgements, hatred, and whatnot, hence the puppet on a string syndrome is king if the continuous motion of life isn’t noticed. Think about this, you can’t have any feelings or emotional swings without attachment. Most people don’t really have any inkling of this and because of this very few truly understand life. I don’t say this in jest, I’m no different, I just notice the continuous motion a little more.

Here’s something to do to possibly understand the life’s continuous motion a little better. Make a commitment to sit for a certain time, say thirty seconds, keep it real. In those thirty second just watch what arises, watch the minds continuous motion; as a thought arises just notice it. Just sitting, looking, acknowledging, noticing, letting it arise and pass; all of this is just the continuous motion of each particular moment. This should help in getting a better grasp on life’s continuous motion. The committed sitting time is up to the individual or don’t sit at all and remain a slave to the continuous motion as it arises, and habitually controls your life. It’s the continuous motion that makes life what it is, and if this goes unnoticed so will most of your life…

Unseen Energy

What the unawareness of unseen energy does is it keeps the opposite energy of what you’re making a stand for in place, and in the process it doesn’t change anything…

The unseen energy of life is in place to grab you and pull you deeper into an unconscious state. Not many break free once unseen energy is set, but if you know the unseen energy (generated from your own mind) is there, it’s less likely to grab you; not being aware is what activates this energy. Not many investigate what their unseen energy is so it’s set unconsciously. By the time it’s noticed it’s usually too late and you become a prisoner to the unseen energy. This has been going on since humanity began, today’s world is just as insane as a thousand years ago, there’s just more news coverage and social media to spread the insanity; make no mistake that’s what’s being done. This cause, that cause, I don’t like this or that, all the unseen energy being put out, I have been unfriended by some because they have chosen not to look at this. The insanity in place cannot be seen by the one who is insane; strong language, but true.

Get unseen energy into the story of the injustices that appear to be going on, but understand this is nothing new. It has been and will continue to occur because of the unseen energy being put out by all. This isn’t to say the injustices aren’t there, but taking a stand against them feeds them with energy to allow them to continue. If you don’t think this is true, what has changed in the last three years or even the last thousand years in the way humanity reacts to things? This article isn’t about the last few years because this unseen energy has been in place for eons. This is what the unawareness of unseen energy does, it keeps the opposite energy for what you’re making a stand for in place. And in the process although this energy makes one think they have to stand up for what they believe, unseen energy doesn’t change a damn thing…

Thought Trap

When there’s a need for something outside yourself it’s because of a thought trap. Until this is seen you will remain trapped as you seek to satisfy the thought with the next thing you think is needed…

You will never find the peace you’re seeking because seeking is a thought trap. Peace is something that’s already within everyone, but because of the way our minds are conditioned, the seeking of peace becomes a thought trap. Unfortunately a thought trap makes the very thing you’re seeking impossible to grasp. A thought trap is the reason you constantly look for something from the outside. Until this is seen you’ll remain in a thought trap thinking peace is in the next thing reached for. Alcohol, gambling, drugs, sex, religion, social status, programs, therapy, self help books, politics, and on and on, this is proof that there’s a thought trap. I can’t stress this enough as this thought trap has to be seen if you‘re to experience peace in your life.

Why there’s a thought trap is because of the inability to just be. When the need to look for something arises, the thought trap begins. This thought trap is a vicious cycle that’s very difficult to break. Breaking free of the thought trap and being at peace isn’t something attained or achieved. It’s by doing less (letting go) that peace is experienced. Too many people get lost (thought trap) trying to find peace through outer attachments. Since peace is something that’s already within you, the thought trap is a circle because it becomes about finding what’s already there. This is not easy to see, but look inward so the thought trap can be seen for what it is; the cause of why there’s a need to seek a peace that’s already in place…

Chaos Within

Existence is continuous until one day it’s not. It becomes chaotic within because of the attachment to self. Without this attachment, the beauty of life unfolds as the chaos within falls away…

The real cause of any issue with life is not with what actually happens, but how we attach a self to it. Life occurs regardless of the self, but what attachment does is it makes it chaotic by isolating it and making it personal. Life is neutral until it’s attached to, then it becomes an event that’s all about the self. Without self the chaos within doesn’t happen, life just occurs. I’m not insinuating a self exist or not, all I’m saying is the attachment to self is at the root of all chaos within, and if you want to be free of this chaos within, you‘ll have to be free of the attachment to self…

A Created Gap

Creating a gap is due to the misunderstanding of what love is. If you fill the gap with the things of the world it will never be filled. If you fill the gap with love for others it will never exist…

I had a gap in my life for forty nine years that always needed to be filled. I didn’t know this at the time, but it was the absence of love that created this gap. This is a very simplistic yet profound explanation of the nature of this gap. Without love this gap is the cause of most dysfunctional behavior in life. It makes you view life from the material realm and the gap cannot be filled from this realm. It uses whatever it can to be filled, but until it’s filled with love, you will keep trying to fill it. This is why dysfunctional behavior manifest because when your view is from the material realm it’s self-serving and isn’t based in love. You will use whatever you become conditioned to use. You will even use a false concept of love to fill this gap.

This view is developed because you think your answer to fill the gap is in the form of some object. Nothing this gap is filled with is lasting because whatever you use is limited. Think about this, any object that you use from the material world has a limit to it. Nothing of this world last forever except eternal love so the gap will never be filled with anything materiel. Any object used is limited so the amount of time the gap is filled will be limited. The gap will never stay filled for long unless it’s filled with love…